This is me
I thought only weak people would have a breakdown.
What’s wrong with me?
I lost a job
I took voluntary redundancy, but over time I felt like I’d been pushed out – unwanted
Stopped feeling needed
Children grow up. It’s normal and healthy. But it left a hole
Lost people I loved
First a friend my age. Then a close relative. Then somebody stopped breathing in my arms
Got in debt
I lost confidence in myself. Then I lost control of my finances
Denied I had a problem
Despite leaving the cooker on all day, and the front door wide open
Eventually told my wife
It’s hard to convey how difficult and painful this was. I felt so ashamed
She found help
I’d never have believed it, but it felt so good to put myself in somebody else’s hands